I pull my hair to one side of my head.
I scratch my forehead.
I sniffle a bit because I was just crying
And I think of you.
I close my eyes and count my breath
In for four, out for five.
My nose itches.
There you are again.
I feel the weight of my laptop against my knees.
I tap my thumb against the track pad.
My wrist hurts.
Stop. Please. I’m trying my best.
I look at the time.
I run my fingers over the keys. The i, k, o, l, m, p, t, .
Are you here yet?
Oh please, come find me.